Pain and Loneliness


Ever felt pain? Ever felt lonely? No?
Then let me tell you what real pain and loneliness feels like.
It’s the middle of the night, there’s a storm inside your head, an ocean of feelings inside of you, tears about to run down your face but you still pretend to stay strong. You know from inside that you’re already broken and shattered into pieces.

Every time you look at your reflection in the mirror you see the scars, the tears and you realize that you’re on the verge of letting go but you still try to fight.

When you have to give up on something or someone but that something or someone is what you really want and yet you have to give up on that.
Ever been so desperate to want to talk to someone but you can’t message that someone for you know there’s no option? Trust me I know that feeling! 

I know what it feels to be lonely!
When you have more than a hundred contacts and yet no one to talk to. More than 7 billion in the world but no shoulder to lean on. When you pretend that you aren’t lonely and yet you are.

It’s dead dark in the night when you have the urge to write what’s inside of you and yet you can’t. 


There are stories inside of you that the pen doesn’t have the gut to pen down and the paper can’t handle the weight. That is what real pain and loneliness feels like. 



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